Excerpt from Voices in Heaven (book One of the trilogy, Heavenly Diaries)
23rd September … Time now 14.45
Me – It is like a countdown in a horror movie. The clock is ticking and before anyone knows of it, it will have struck them. Closer and closer it creeps and now is almost there.
Them – Where this is to happen is closer than you think it to be. One is to be of a place we told you, but another is to be of a place much closer to where you are now and is to shock many, as this is not a place one would expect this to occur. The first of these is almost upon them, the second is to follow almost immediately after. It is the second of the two that is to be the one to devastate much and kill many.
This is the one to shock the world and they will be in mourning for some time to come. Many are to lose their lives in this one, but the first is not to be so bad. It is to be big and will shock the world as it is least expected there, but the death toll will be minimal we are pleased to tell you. It is the next that is the one we are sorry to say is to be as we warned you before.
The pictures you have seen are to be as it happens and there is nothing anyone can do for those to lose their lives. There is little they can do for those left behind to suffer either, as this has to take place for the start of things to come ahead in the future. This is to be the first of many to strike your world in different ways.
First this and then more to follow. That is almost here now and you will hear what you thought you would not. It is now almost there…
Me – Wringing my hands madly – why? Coughing, chest feels tight. More coughing. Difficult to breath.
Them – Aftermath and shocks to rock the world as gasses escape the earth and affect those living nearby. This is to be as never seen before as many more are overcome with the fumes escaping into the air around them.
Me – People stumbling over dead bodies and rubble as they try to run away from what is close by and all around them. They cannot outrun it, as this has to be.
Animals and children left with no one to care for them when this happens. It is there creeping closer and closer and soon now, it is to reach its destination. When it does, there will be no hesitation before it does what it is there to do. No warning, no time.
My thoughts
The visions are so real, so all consuming as I see, feel and even hear all that is happening. I am there watching. How I am experiencing it all is nothing I can explain no matter how much I try. It is as though I have been taken somewhere to stand and watch all that unfolds, but high like I am in a different place to them where none of this can hurt me.
Everything in front of me is real and happening as I watch and it is as though I am in a different world from them and us – and watching all that goes on. I’ve had this coughing before when shown such things. I wonder what that’s all about?
I cannot explain it or put it onto words. How useless am I at trying to say what this is like? If only I was able to paint a picture, but as no one is to see this it doesn’t matter. It is for my eyes only and for a purpose that I will no doubt be told at a later date.
God never does anything without a purpose and so I can only assume there will be a purpose shown to me when He decides the time is right for me to know. It is getting more than I can bear though. To feel and see such suffering, such devastation is more than any human can take each day. Where am I being given the strength from to bear all this? The answer is obvious but saying that makes it even more unreal. Why me God, why me?
I cannot tell anyone of these things as the horrors are too great and it isn’t my wish to frighten anyone or cause drama. How can I keep this to myself and what is it all for? Why am I being shown these things? If all this is to be kept private, what is the purpose of them showing me what they say is to come? I must stop asking myself questions there are no answers to.
If Terri wasn’t also getting similar things as I am it would be easy to accept this is all in my imagination even though I know it isn’t. She too is getting a few small parts and I know this is to confirm to me that what I am experiencing and being shown is real.
The enormity of it is like being involved in a major disaster every day and being the only survivor. You experience the fear, terror and drama of it all. The noise, the smells, watching others suffer and die all around you and yet no one understands what it was like for you. They can only assume, but they cannot see, hear of feel what you did. Once is bad enough, but this is happening to me so often now that it is weighing heavy, so very heavy.
My mind is running over and over as I try to come to terms with what is happening to me. Mixed emotions and questions. Is it real? – yes. Is it of God? – I believe it to be. What is the purpose of me being shown such things? I have no idea, but I do know words that were given to warn others have not been heeded.
No one listens and hardly any seem to care. Most who have heard laugh and ridicule and I am sure God is allowing me to be shown what is to befall people of our world due to them refusing to listen to His warnings.
He has tried with far more people than just me, but still no one listens, as they live life as fast as they can, acquiring as much as they can, with no care for anyone apart from themselves. It is this greed, materialism and selfishness that has to be stopped. Immorality too…
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