I’ve decided to give up my life’s ‘work’ for God for now. Since my 20’s I’ve worked hard for Him and done as asked of me, and now at age 70, I’ve got the message, no one cares about me, my work or the important messages, visions and teachings I was asked to share except for a tiny handful of people. You know who you are, thank you.
I would have spent till my dying day and last breath working for God as asked of me, but I think enough has been done as no one wants any of it, let alone all the very much more there was/is to share. So many over the years professed to follow me, but have never read my books or blog posts, shared or supported my work so haven’t a clue what it is I actually do or say. Some do, the majority don’t. They have no idea what heaven asked me to share with the world.
Only that same tiny handful of loyal friends read my blog posts, have read my books, know anything about my heavenly visions and believe in me and my work. The rest ignore it all, especially the predictions given from heaven that are all proving to be accurate. It costs me hundreds each year to run my blog ad free, but I get nothing in return. I pay out constantly, but make no money from a thing.
I even gave that predictions and prophecies book free – personally and on here and YouTube – for people to read and STILL they don’t bother to read it preferring nonsense gobbledegook like Nostradamus that makes no sense. Nonsense they can twist to pretend it says anything they want it to. Him and other fakery as seen everywhere that is senseless nonsense is all anyone wants. That and false visionaries such as in Medjugorje who say nothing of any worth.
People prefer a stroked ego, to be made to feel good, fake angels, false spirituality and fake visionaries acting overly pious who offer drama rather than humility and truth. No one wants truth, to test anything or to seek beyond.
No one professing to love God wants to stretch themselves, dig deep inside, seek, find and nourish their souls as asked to do, despite pretending they do.
The words, teachings and guidance I was asked to share has all been ignored. When God opens those doors, it’ll maybe be too late for me, but those books will still be there after I’ve gone. By then it’ll be too late to change anything in the world either as warned of in them.
I’m too old to bother any more for people who made it obvious they aren’t interested. I’m not keeping doing what no one is interested in for now. I’m tired, completely worn out, rather ill in many serious ways now due to home conditions and am fed up trying to get people to listen.
I’ve given hours and hours of my time free of charge all these decades to many people, but most show they prefer fakery they pay a fortune for as they follow, share and talk about all of the false stuff in their thousands and even millions. So be it.
I’ve suffered innumerable grief at losing all my immediate family (except my mother), plus niece, cousins, brother in law, aunts, uncles and many friends all over the last few years. There’s just now me, my daughter and my mum out of what was a huge extended family. My other surviving niece has suffered the same great losses.
This was while being bullied and abused constantly by my husband for over forty years (and who now has had dementia making it worse for the last nine years), his whole family and now one son of his in particular who is also stalking me constantly and trying to say I should keep their severe abuse quiet. No, not any more John. You might lie, but I don’t. They are all trying hard to rid me of everything as they want our marital home and money.
The lies, bullying and abuse of me are bad enough (John, I’ve already told dad about this blog post so save your breath), but the manipulation and bullying is now aimed at my husband too due to his dementia – all over greed. The authorities know and are keeping an eye. They have lots of evidence, but this is Satan working yet again, so anything he does through them is over my head. He cannot touch me. I used to be very private, still am, but that played into my abusers’ hands. No more.
Life has been one long, hard struggle since age sixteen which I’ve accepted, dealt with willingly as trials are what either break us or bring us closer to God. I chose to come closer to God. The many trials, hardships and health problems were/are given me for a reason, but seeing my work and God’s words ignored and unwanted is where I draw the line. I’ve had enough of Him being ignored, of heaven and Our Blessed Mother being ignored.
My health is in a mess. I’d carry on if I knew it made any difference for bringing people closer to God and to hear their words, but I’m too honest. I serve God not man and the people have shown that isn’t what they want. Everything said and shared over the years will remain, but after all these years, it’s time to give up for now while I heal and prepare for what lies ahead.
It’s been made very obvious no one but a handful are the tiniest bit interested. You spoke by your absence, I’ve listened. My whole life has been a total waste of time in every sense. Enough, now it’s time for me to walk away until things change.
The blog will be left up, as will my books and videos on YouTube. They’ll no doubt all remain ignored, but they’ll be there when I’ve left this earthly world for a better one, just in case a stray person here or there wants to see what I was about. IF God decides to open those doors, then I’ll be back with a vengeance. For now, I need to look after me for the first time in my life.
As Jesus said on the cross, “My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me?” I now too ask that same question.
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