For those following me for many years, you’ll already be aware I struggled for many years to discover what was happening to me, where it was coming from, what to do with it all and what its purpose was. No one helped. None connected to the Church was interested and told me everything came from the devil, to say prayers and make it go away.
What help was that? It wasn’t basically. Unless one talks of visions of Jesus and Mary coming to them while acting overly pious and dramatically, the Church isn’t interested. They seem to favour false visionaries who behave in such ways over genuine gifts of God that are used properly and with humility. It basically all comes down to money I’ve found, just as all the fake gifts are.
Like most people with genuine ability who have strange things happening to them naturally, due to the lack of interest or help from the Church, I ended up in the ghastly world of spiritualism and new age fakery. All of it made my skin crawl as I could sense things none of them could. No matter how ‘trained’ they said they were, their lack of awareness of bad energy around them as they called up things showed none of them were genuine at all.
I stayed for a couple of years going from place to place only to find they were all the same. Most people were very warm, welcoming and accepting until they realised I was genuinely gifted in ways they’ve never experienced and couldn’t understand.
The attacks on me became quite horrendous, as I refused to comply with their bog standard, parrot fashion false teachings where everything was done to suck people in, get them addicted and twisted or generalised to make it all look and sound genuine. I was horrified, but even worse, was how many pretend to be Christians, yet prefer man’s claims rather than Christ’s teachings.
I walked away and from that moment, my gifts started to develop and grow immediately often with words given to me to share with the world in order to help those like me. People who had things happening naturally, but not sure what to do with it or about it. My work and books started off using terms those who are into mediums, psychics and new age rituals love and prefer.
I gradually changed those words into talk of God, heaven and God’s supernatural gifts, rather than man made names, titles, ways and teachings as seen and preferred by the world. False ways over genuine. False teachings over truth. Ways that take us much further from God rather than to Him.
No matter the words and terms I used as the books started and progressed, the underlying teachings were always the same. They were just as they are today. Teaching about God, His gifts as opposed to those made up and taught in all these places that people are addicted to.
The only difference was the words and terms I used. By using the words of spiritualism/New Age terminology, I reached far more people than I would have, had I just talked of God, heaven and supernatural gifts of God. Gifts to be used only for His glory and to bring people to Him, rather than the false ways done to bring glory of the person standing on a stage and to make money and bring people to them rather than God.
If anyone wants to learn the differences between genuine gifts given by God for free and the false ones bought and paid for in groups, false ‘churches’ and by anyone professing to sell them, they need to read my books from the first ones to present day. The huge differences in working for God or working for man are very clear for those willing and wanting to see them.
Gifts given by God are used only to teach people how to feed, nourish and save their souls; to bring them closer to God and to want to be more as He is than how the world is. They are never charged for, but are given freely. No one can be given these gifts by anyone other than God. They cannot be bought or trained for in groups or places that call themselves churches that actually aren’t, no matter how much they tell you they can be.
They are teaching and selling only false ways that mimic genuine gifts but that are done in ways that are cleverly done. A small percentage of those people sucked into these ways will be genuinely gifted and have had things happen naturally to them, but those gifts are tarnished, lost and abused by turning them into these false ways done to make people addicted and glorifying mediums, psychics and the like rather than God.
What people have to ask themselves is this? Why do you want the gifts and if you had or have them naturally – or otherwise – what is it you wish to use them for? Is it to glorify and work for God, to worship Him, to bring others to love Him and to nourish, feed and save your soul while helping teach others to do the same?
Or is it to make money from and turn it into a business? To stand on a stage and be looked up to, to bring more and more people to you for readings, and demonstrations so they’re in awe of you rather than God? Do you want to teach about God, or do you want only to become a trained medium or psychic who just pretends to be working for God, but is in actual fact only working for oneself?
Only you can decide which way is for you, but do not ever believe you can buy or attain God’s supernatural gifts from anywhere as you cannot – no matter how much it’s claimed you can. All you’re getting in such places or books selling that to you is man’s false, generalised addictive ways.
If you choose God, your gifts will already be happening naturally, unbidden, when you least expect and in ways that may confuse you. If this is so, don’t go to any of those places nor read their books on how to develop it all. Instead, trust in God. He gave you what’s happening to you, so trust in Him to gradually show you what to do with them as and when He chooses. He will guide you, trust me, but it’s in HIS time, not ours.
If you’re confused, try reading my books
Testing the Spirits and other Spiritual Teachings
Heaven’s Guide to Mediumship and Healing
These books could be a start to help you decide which path you choose – parts of each can be read on Amazon for free – try before buying. The rest of my books follow on from there. Earlier books have been unpublished, but these might help you make a start.


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