What is this book about?

Although much has been revealed in two other books, it is now apparently time for me to share some of the things kept hidden for the last two years. They are about the pope, the Vatican and the battle the world too is to face.

The words and visions given to me are written as I see or receive them in my head. The visions are described using my words and with knowledge given to me at the time of seeing them. Those visions are then replaced and words are given to me from Heaven.

All of this shared with you will be in italics with the date I received it. The three dots will indicate where some has been omitted. It will be easy to see where my words change to theirs.

The rest of the book will describe how I went through what someone told me she thought was akin to the Dark Night of the Soul. I also fought head to head battles with Satan himself. Not the demons so many speak of, this was Satan and he left me in no doubt it was. They were battles so hard they are difficult to describe or expect anyone to understand, but they were battles he had no chance of winning.

He wouldn’t win, because my belief and love for God and His goodness is strong and I know, that nothing and no one is greater than God and as He told us, faith can move mountains. If faith can move mountains, it can certainly remove Satan and overcome him.

This makes it sound easy, but I can assure you it is far from easy, especially when you feel like God has deserted you. This is when faith comes into play. Real faith. Faith like I’ve never had to call up on before.

You’ll read just what it can be like later on, but I tell you now, reading about it is nothing near what it is like to experience and go through it. The blackness that comes so very close and the stench of evil is disgusting and horrific in the extreme. No words can describe how glorious heavenly visions or revelations are, but no words can describe the opposite and such evil either.

Those who talk so lightly of demons have no idea what this is like. They are heard to treat such matters so lightly with talk of rituals and daft protection ceremonies using sage and similar.

That is not pure evil, they are just dark spirits that fake mediums and ghost hunters call up when playing at being mystics. That or left over energies they believe to be spirits, but aren’t.

I have felt such things in the past due to the behaviour of others calling up things they shouldn’t and they are nothing compared to this. They don’t even come close.

Those are often just playthings sent to mess around with people who call up spirits; people who are easy to deceive due to their desire to believe they are given such gifts they haven’t been. People who want to pass messages they allege are from the dead in order to make money or to be seen as specially gifted.

This is something very different and a world beyond here that is harder to bear than anyone will ever know. It is something I would wish on no one in some ways and yet I wish it could be experienced by all reading this.

If people could experience such evil as I have, even for one moment, they would change their ways immediately, determined never to come close to any such a thing ever again. They would realise what dark forces lie beyond this world and would do all they could to make sure it wasn’t to be their fate.

The gifts of God are like nothing anyone could imagine and are as far removed from all you see on television or read about in books as could possibly be.

To experience the supernatural gifts of God at such levels where one is able to see both good and bad, means one is allowed a glimpse into the worlds that awaits us when leaving this one. Both the one we will one day attain if we do not offend God and try our hardest to lead good lives, but also, the one that awaits us if we instead choose to follow Satan’s ways and all his temptations.

His temptations are sent to us each day. Temptations sent in ways people don’t even realise are from him. One of those ways is to put the sin of pride in the hearts of those sitting in churches; people who believe themselves superior for belonging to the church of their religion rather than that of another.

People think it strange when I teach how Satan is alive and well in the churches today, but it is by hiding in them he has been able to catch so many more souls and take them from God without them even realising he has done so.

It is now more important than ever before that we are vigilant and think hard about all choices we make and dig deep to see what is really in our hearts. We have been warned so often by those sent by God to tell us what we are doing wrong, but no one listens.

In 2012 a book was published called Predictions and Prophecies. Many of those predictions are for future times, but much has been seen to have already come true and others are happening right now.

Other visions, with words given from heaven and my private thoughts about them, were shown in the book, Voices from Heaven. That was a book written when I thought they were private words just for me to see and not to be shared. I was told to dig deep into my soul and hold nothing back; to write everything they gave me and add my thoughts about them, about my life and what was happening to me with regard to spiritual matters.

This I did, believing no one would ever read any of it during my lifetime. Then, I was told to turn those words into a book and publish it. After much heart searching and agonising about not wanting to, I had to obey. I knew those instructions came from heaven and no matter how embarrassed or ashamed I felt at being exposed in such a way, I had to do what was asked of me. The same is now happening again.

Other words were given to me two years ago that weren’t shared. It wasn’t time and wouldn’t have been right to do so. Something told me they were to be kept just for my eyes only. I wasn’t sure what to do with them or why they were shared with me if no one else was to ever see them. There seemed no purpose at the time, but over the years, I have learnt it isn’t about what I think. It’s about what heaven already knows.

Whether I can see a purpose to God’s work and requests doesn’t matter. It isn’t for me or anyone else to question. If agreeing to serve God, then one must obey at all time no matter what anyone else thinks. It is often things that could seem so unreal to us, but that will become clear and fall into place at a later date.

This is where testing of the spirits has to come into play in a very big way. Then, once tested as much as possible, one has to try to trust in what is happening and most of all have faith. I have faith in bucket loads it is trust I have an issue with.

Is this all from God and heaven? I can only believe it is due to how much I test and how much has already proven to be so accurate and true. Things predicted of a personal nature have all proven to be one hundred percent accurate at the time of writing this introduction. Yet more has now been given of a personal nature and I wait to see the outcome of the new revelations given to me.

Already much of it has come to pass exactly as told it would, but more is yet to follow and this is not for just now, but lies ahead of me.

I check constantly as much as I am able to see if I am being deceived and never believe anything until it has occurred and been proven to be true. God never lies, only Satan does and we all know how his spirits can sneak in and deceive us when we least expect and in ways we never thought possible.

Putting myself out there publicly with the things I am asked to predict by heaven leaves me wide open for ridicule, spite and disbelief. I have seen all these things thrown at me over the years and ignore it without anything said or done by others causing any upset any more. I used to argue back or try to explain, but realise this to be wrong and futile thanks to what I was told – see below

24^th August 2014

You were told not to answer or retaliate and we ask you again to do as we ask with this. Now is a time to go forward in only positive ways and not to enter into the arguments these people try to cause to use upset amongst those who follow you and our words. There was a time for this, but not now. Instead, there are far more important things we are to do and this is not to get in the way of our work. From now, you must ignore them and allow yourself to become detached from them…

They were right and now, I walk away from all trouble or remove such troublemakers from my life, pages and blog. God is with me and in me. In my heart I have now accepted what seems to be totally incredible, that He has chosen me to be one of the many people in our world to work for Him in ways He guides me. It has been very hard to accept and believe this could be so – especially with no help given by the church, despite many requests.

What others think doesn’t matter to me any more. In fact, it pleases me when people question, check and wait to see if all comes true. It they do, this means my message to them about testing the spirits at all times is being listened and adhered to. We are not just to test spirits from a world beyond ours, but also the spirit within the person walking alongside us in our daily lives; the spirit within us too and especially within anyone professing to do spiritual works or spread God’s words.

You now know what this book is to be about and that it is a continuation of Voices from Heaven. So, without further ado, let me take you into my world and show you how my life is on so many days as I let you into my private diary of events.

My Diary

12th April 2015

For some reason, I feel I have to start keeping a record of my thoughts and events again. A diary if you like, but recorded as Voices from Heaven was.

Whether this too will end up being published as the last one remains to be seen, but for now, I will have to do as guided.

At this point, nothing so intense is happening as it was last year, but that could change at any moment. No constant visions or words are being given to me on an almost daily basis, as they were for those last months.

So many things were shared with me that became almost too much to bear. The private things told and shown to me and knowledge given that I have had to keep to myself was getting to be far too much. It had to stop and stop it did thank God.

Emotions are now stable and not all over the place as before. Things have settled back to how they normally are and always have been – for now, all is quiet. I still have my smells and ‘knowing’s’, but the enormity of being visited by saints and Our Lady is now seemingly behind me, as all stays quiet…